Hello my sisters, How was your January? I don’t know about you, but it went fast for me. I was celebrating a new year and then another President, the birthdays of 2 of my beautiful children and now February has come. It is the first week of February. Where did the time go? I feel like I lost a week or more. I believe a part of that is because I feel freed and I know my life will change soon for the better. This has little to do with 2019 and more to the fact I’m trusting God more. My goal for this year is to walk through every door God opens. I declared that 2 opportunity come to me in 24 hours. I know my suddenly moment has come and I am going to allow God to take me where I’m needed. He has prepared me and now I must walk it out. Now that January left, what’s next.
There is so much to think about. Working on accomplishing on my goals, tasks, and vision board. I am not far, but as far as I need to go. You may say Cynthia what are you talking about. Well, I am as far as God has taken me for this part of my journey. I have learnt a lot so far, but more knowledge and understanding will come.
Being a mother of older children who now have their own families, which all live out-of-state, I feel like an absent grandmother. I would love to spend every day with my grands, but that is not possible (no matter how much I desire it). My goal this year is seeing my grands more, which will be my heart’s delight. This is one of my far as I need to go. I’m moving to Florida to put me in a place to see my littles one .
The task for this year is to work in ministry on a full time basic. I have been in the hotel business for over 25 years and deep in my spirit I know it is time to go. I loved the business when I first started, but now it is time-consuming. It’s takes me away from where I want to be coaching every day to women and men of God. I’m have worked on changing my life to fit into the life God wanted, but what I find out is that I can’t change what I don’t acknowledge. I can’t change into God’s plan when I am running my agenda. The constant looking for security of a better position instead of trusting God to supply my needs. Denying the church hurts that left me walking away from what I loved (preaching the gospel). Dealing with the church hurt again (I will tell that story soon) that put a fresh look into my relationship with the Godhead and a new beginning with them every day.
I am looking forward to all the goals, task and opportunities God is going to allow. Having a joy and peace that I am truly resting in daily. I will be a daughter of the King that will not give in or up to the pressure to be other than what he has called and chosen me to be. February is about love. Love is my new look and I plan to wear it well. I will blog about love for the rest of the month and I am looking forward to seeing love with a fresh look.